(This article is by Mark, along with Pastor Hector Nufio, Elim Central Church, Guatemala)
“Jacob saw that there was grain in Egypt, and Jacob said to his sons, ‘Why are you staring at one another? Behold, I have heard that there is grain in Egypt; go down there and buy some for us from that place, so that we may live and not die.’” (Gen. 42:1-2)
From most scholars’ perspectives, this event comes after a twenty year period where Jacob is not really walking with or seeking the Lord very much. We know at least one of the reasons why. He had lost his son twenty years before (Gen. 37:31-34) and had told his sons when they tried to comfort him, “Surely I will go down to Sheol in mourning for my son.” (vs. 35) This was an event marked for him by finality, something that would alter the rest of his life.
Many of us have faced events like these, turning points in our lives. Many truly never fully recover from them. What is sad is that so many say, “Why did God do this to me, why did He take away my loved one, why did God permit such a thing?” We ignore Matt. 10:17 where Jesus told us to beware of men and the things they would do, and we blame a loving and caring and just God. For whatever reason, something set in on Jacob’s soul and we don’t hear him crying out and wrestling and prevailing with Jehovah God anymore. When there is famine he does not cry out to God; he rebukes his sons and tells them to get to Egypt in a hurry. Joseph is dead and he fears that another loved son, Benjamin, may become lost too, so he holds him back at home. His mourning has become a habit of mind and soul, mixed with suspicion over his sons and the role they may have played (Gen. 42:36), for twenty long years.
“JOSEPH IS ALIVE!!” (Gen. 45:26)
What a shock it must have been, to hear these words. The sons have made trips back and forth to Egypt, trips marked by strange events and the apparent loss of possibly two more sons, Simeon and Benjamin. Suddenly the sons return with this news. It is so incredible that “he was stunned (Heb. numb), for he did not believe them.”
However, as they went on with the story, a new light and joy and hope began to dawn on his heart. “When he saw the wagons that Joseph had sent to carry him, his spirit revived.” (45:27) He said, “It is enough. My son Joseph is still alive. I will go and see him before I die.” (45:28 )
On the way there, his devotional life returns. He begins to build altars again, and to sacrifice on them and commune with a God that he had not been talking to for a long, long time. (46:1-4) However, on the way, a visit to Beersheba is in the works. This is the place where he deceived his father and took his brother’s birthright, setting in motion many of the problems he later faced. He had sown deception in his family and had later reaped it at the hands of the family he married into.
However, at this fresh renewal meeting with the Lord in Genesis 46, God says nothing about the past. There at Beersheba, the reminder could be very painful. Yet He only speaks of the future. Jacob’s relationship and intimacy with his God has been restored.
TWENTY YEARS . . . . AND THREE DAYS . . . AND ANOTHER MOURNER.
The three days after Jesus’ death may have seemed like twenty years, to a man named Peter. He had betrayed the Lord and, like Jacob, had been in mourning. He wept bitterly, not over the loss of a son but over the loss of his own courage and the breaking of his public promise to Jesus. As Don Francisco writes, “Even if He was alive, it could never be the same.”
Suddenly something very similar happens. A couple of women disciples burst into the room where he is in hiding and they cry out,
“JESUS IS ALIVE.”
Once more, Jesus appears before Peter. At the meal by the fire in John 21:4-14, there is much about the past that could be brought out. Yet Jesus speaks only of the future. “If you love Me, Peter, I want you go and feed and tend My sheep and lambs.”
My Christian friend, has something happened in your relationship with the Lord over time? I personally have never seen the body of Christ in the United States as cold as I see it right now, regarding Bible reading, church attendance, on-fire service and giving, and much more. The conditions are not good, churches are shrinking rather than growing, and our nation is in deep spiritual trouble. We have been heading that way for a long, long time.
Then suddenly comes the news that Someone is alive. Hope is reborn. Could you use some reborn hope today? The Lord is coming to you—not to drag you through the Beershebas of the past, but to recall and retread and re-romance you back to that Bethel where you tithed and gave and worshipped so readily. Can you still hear His voice?
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